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About (my) LOVE
About my love
When I think about it, I fell in love with him very quickly. Soon after he moved in our flat and joined our… let's say, special comradeship, I took a close look at him, and there he was: Such a big man, muscular body, sharp-edged chin and cheekbones, captivating eyes of an arctic blue… and above these intriguing features, he was so self-conscious, and - how should I put it - I always have had a thing for this "My inner indisposition doesn't really match with my outward appearances"-attitude. I mean, he was definitely my type, even though I don't seem to fall into somebody like this.
The first time I realized that there were butterflies stirring up my intestines was when he was doing a job in another city. I nearly flipped and bitched at my best friend and I just couldn't find a reason for my awkward and so-not-nice behavior - until I comprehended that I hadn't heard his voice for about an hour, hadn't had him around him… In the evening he called me an
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Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
hmm... I'm Ellen.
-->music (everything I find)
-->my friends
-->cycling, swimming, running, playing tennis
-->death penalty
--> people ignoring human rights

Current Residence: Austria
Favourite style of art: maybe the traditional one... at the moment
MP3 player of choice: Apple ipod nano
Skin of choice: white
  • Listening to: London Grammar - Metal and Dust
  • Reading: Dark Village (Kjetil Johnson)
  • Watching: My wonderful cat sleeping
  • Playing: headache girl
  • Eating: strawberries
  • Drinking: lemon balm juice
Today I was thinking about different relations and relationships, and I realized the following things:
- I was always running from conventional relationships because I thought it would be so wrong wanting to fit in any concept, and maybe because I thought I'm not worth being loved by somebody without condition, so I would get hurt in the end.. thus I started running away, literally.
- I am not good at prioritizing the things and persons that really matter. I think I'm concentrating to much on my best friend, for what reason ever… and I'm tending to neglect other people or things (like other friends or my studies) because of her, but she never literally demanded this from me. Am I masochistic or dumb?
- There are too many people living in my nearer surroundings who think they could clatter around on me, my feelings until I break down because I can't bear their feet any more. And I NEED to break out of this situation! Immediately!
- "Wolf Children: Ame & Yuki" is a fantastic movie - please watch! Less dialogue, more picture language, more expressiveness and power!

Now, good night all deviantARTISTS! Get some sleep and enjoy the next day and submit as much art as you can ;)


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Rociell Featured By Owner Apr 16, 2015  Hobbyist
thank you for the watch! ^-^
Xenophiel Featured By Owner May 26, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome :) I love your cosplays and can't wait to see more of them :D
BlathLeana Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks for the watch :D (Big Grin) 
LadyNoiraile Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2014
Tons of new uploads on your page! YAY! :w00t:
Gotta go and comment on all the new artwork; please bear with me if it takes a while though. ^^; (You know, the good old university workload...)

Still, I'm psyched to see you've uploaded so much new stuff and just wanted to let you know I'll look into it soon!
Xenophiel Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you SO MUCH for commenting nearly everything I uploaded (loaded up? I'm not sure about the selection of words <_>) Heart 
And I would wait nearly centuries to get such nice, motivating and lovely comments full of fluffiness :happybounce: 

I've got something to sweeten your day:… I liked it and I find it very "like a Kami" Wink/Razz 
LadyNoiraile Featured By Owner Apr 1, 2014
Hehe, I'm not even really done with the comments yet... but they do take up some time, I admit; I'll move through all the new uploads eventually.

Those pictures are adorbale, thank you so much for sharing infinite cuteness!
LadyNoiraile Featured By Owner Mar 12, 2014…

A beautiful story (and well deserved DD); I think you might like this!
seldomNotme Featured By Owner May 27, 2012
Heyhey Ellen, thank you so much for the nice comments and sorry for not replying properly (:
I totally love all of your pictures as well, just, well, never know what to say about them, I'm so bad at this. Consider yourself hugged firmly instead! :cuddle:
Mhm, and I'm gonna use this way to link you to the webcomic I mentioned… [link] it is.
In the meantime I found a few other worth having a look it, you might now some of them already:
[link] is no longer updated BUT I had to read through it in one evening, it's… it feels SO real.
[link] x)
([link] is also said to be great, I haven't read it yet though.)
And finally [link] which is not queer-themed but… so much love.
Hope you're enjoying a few moments not filled with ancient languages or… or… nah, "not filled with german literature" might be too much to hope for…
Hope you're fine <3
Yuhon Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2011
thanks for the watch :)
Xenophiel Featured By Owner Jan 3, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
you're welcome ^^

I really like your dynamic style, combinating some movement with amazing colours *______* can't await to get lots of artworks from you to see :)
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